lyrics

Slum Girl

THIS ISN’T ENGLAND

The whole damn place is up for sale

From Darlington to Dover

In Digbeth, Dudley, Doncaster

People are being screwed over

I saw a severed helping hand

Twitching by the quicksand

It’s only now I think – as I start to sink

This isn’t England … No, this isn’t England

 

Babe we’ll somehow make ends meet

I’ll get a loan till payday

Radio silence – stop transmitting

MAY DAY MAY DAY MAY DAY

Divide and rule tactics

Dirty tricks and less pay

Bouquets for Grenfell wilting by the Westway

Wilting by the Westway

 

See the old school ties still try to hawk

Favoured tyrants fighter jets

An empire of stupidity

On which the sun never sets

The poor are sent to war or to

Pay off the Tories gambling debts

Have we ever before needed more

Ranters, Diggers, Suffragettes

Come on Ranters, Diggers, Suffragettes!

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CHORUS

I will not shoot a hole in my soul

To stand blindly and salute beneath any flagpole

But even I understand

This isn’t England

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A young dad talks in a foodbank queue

About falling levels of literacy

As a cold wind snaps at the chained-up door

Of a closed down local library

On a lonely ward with no family near

Jean’s machine began to beep

She died on a FaceTime call that night

As they drank champagne in Downing Street

Drank champagne in Downing Street

 

Do you look down from the blinding flag

To work out who is waving it?

Do you stare at England’s tombstone

And those who are engraving it?

Do you ever wonder how long

We will watch them smash and grab and break?

Before our rage comes of age

And we make the walls of Whitehall shake

Make the walls of Whitehall shake

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CHORUS

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Now we’re just lonely islands all

Watching the slowly rising sea

But the council pool where we learnt to swim

Is now sunk in a wave of bankruptcy

We long for change but still we fear

There’s money to be made from misery

Will the sign on the wall say it all:

NHS…BC

N…HSBC

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CODA

Good riddance, yes, to all of those

Who’ve hacked and stacked this threadbare land

A warning, too, for those who wait

With no lifeboats on the strand

We long for hope but still we sense

Old spectres poised in lobbies grand

I sign and think – as we’re on the brink

This isn’t England – no this isn’t England

This isn’t England – no this isn’t England

 

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THE BEAUTY OF THIS WORLD

A blossom storm

A frost white lawn

All dreams will be reborn

The breeze will blow…

But… before you go…

You have to know

How loved you really are

A star… drawing in the dawn

 

I’m not afraid of taking my love

I’m afraid of not giving

I’m not afraid of dying my love

I’m afraid of not living

 

A tiny hand grips onto a finger

Even when we leave our love will linger

And though it’s confusing, bleak, lonely, sad

The beauty of this world has made me glad

 

The perfumed dusk… a lover’s touch… an old friend…

The end of something that you knew had to end

And though it’s confusing, bleak, lonely, sad

The beauty of this world has made me glad

 

In spite of all these things – the beauty is still undimmed

In spite of how we fall – the beauty heals it all

In spite of all this pain – the beauty still remains

In spite of all these things – the beauty is still undimmed

Undimmed… undimmed… undimmed…

 

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A SECRET

 

CHORUS

I’ve got a secret and it sits beside me in this room

I’ve dragged it down the years and I’ll take it with me to my tomb

 

A strange stamp from a distant land

A letter howled in a shaking hand

An unknown son, a life unplanned

A baby babbled on a teenage knee

 

She was snagged with guilt as she caught a glance

Of her husband stood there in his pants

Watering the tomato plants

In their new brick-built conservatory

 

He said “what did the postman bring…

Anything interesting?”

She started to fiddle with her wedding ring

The opened her mouth but couldn’t talk

 

For she knew that she could never reply

To the bastard apple of her eye

Or the honesty of a life-long lie

Would wither like a sun-scarred stalk

 

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CHORUS

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Air-raid sirens AM… PM…

People thought “best start carping the diem”

She met a lad from back home called Liam

As the chaos of the night reigned above

 

She fell like a bomb for his wide-eyed charms

His chat up lines from the Book of Psalms

His “hold me in the shadow of thy arms…

And bathe me in thy wondrous love!”

 

But then people followed strict moral laws

Girls who showed their knees were whores

Women always did the household chores

And a lass would flinch from her lover’s touch

 

As the bombs rattled the blacked-out door

They enjoyed each other on the scullery floor

Her good looks were her downfall, sure

Her mother always said as much

 

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In dreams he’d hear a soft voice say:

“I had no choice but to give you away…”

That dreadful bleak Manchester day

Many many years ago

 

He tried to find her address

Sent letters to the local Northern press

It’s all very well trying to second guess

But some things you just have to know

 

Did she cut him clean from her mind?

Was she now lonely, house-bound, blind?

Or had she maybe managed to find

A happiness of some strange sort?

 

The words escape across the page

A life-long sentence tries to gauge

If she might write back… at some stage…

The letter is sealed and a stamp is bought

 

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CHORUS

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all lyrics Ⓒ Sean Moriarty